Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Bib Necklace~

These pictures was taken on the day my bff 's(melly) farewell.She's leaving for good , back to Sarawak. :(. Im definitely gonna miss her so much. We had so much good n bad times together. 
So, for her farewell gift,i made her a turquoise bib necklace.(hopefully she likez it).n ofcoz i made 1 for me..hehehhe..a maroon n pink bib necklace.:)

Me and Sexy melly.:)

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


I see the stars sparkling so bright,
Within the moon kissed sky.
I hear the lark so sweetly sing,
Amidst the morning dawn.
I smell the flower full in bloom,
And see their royal pomp.

And yet some place so deep within,
I'm shrouded and I'm closed.
The brilliance there I can't see,
In mists of misery.
Enshrined inside, unable thus,
To touch the warmth without.

I gaze upon this passion spent,

And yet . . . Inside I die.

im not sure what to say or how 2 begin writting...i've tried, n i've tried hard to plz...but yet it hurtz...she can curse n yell..but does not feel ,evn a pinch of guilt..she can pretend,she can manipulate but yet no guilt inside,..
Ya Allah...plz show me ur way..protect me from hatreds...i've tried to forgive...but yet im in doubt...

Sunday, October 3, 2010


Time is what we want most,
But we use worst~

by Willaim Penn..

Therez too many thingz in my head..so confuse..sometimez im flying,sometimez im drowning.
Yesterday,i was so in love.and today im confuse...
Yesterday i was so focus in life,n yet today wake up with nothing to begin..
im losing my track again~

Gosh~~ sigh*

it felt like,i should put an end to it,but to think again....am i being plain selfish??or nutz?
y cant i put my head straight?just do what im suppose to do...
y is it so hard 2 ask?ok,i know im being stupid..but im so stress out..as if NOTHING IS ENOUGH,Everything is NOT RIGHT.....

Angel : His not a superman u know...u cant expect everything from him & everything  to be perfect...
Demon : But is it wrong to just want more?to just want d best for my life?....
Angel : But u have 2 consider d gud side of him..his caring,Understanding,Know u well,his d only one who can     tolerate with ur ego, & etc..
Demon : Yeahhh..but isnt life more then that?how bout what u want?what u need?by d way..im not that egoistic am i?
Angel : hah...should ask that to ur self..
Demon : if love is what it callz between me & him,then y do i feel like diz?y do i think we need a B**** **?
Angel : dont be silly fatin,come on!ur stronger thn diz...b focus...may be u just need a rest...or time..
Demon : yea...TIME~ that is what i need now.... no one else but just me...

SHIT!y do i always need to dream big....? sigh**


Wednesday, September 29, 2010


Padamu yg Allah tetapkan sebagai nahkodaku..
Ingatlah.. Aku adalah mahlukNya dari tulang rusuk yang paling bengkok..
Ada kalanya aku akan begitu membuatmu marah..
Maka, ketahuilah.. Saat itu Dia menghendaki kau menasihatiku dengan hikmah,
Sungguh hatiku tetaplah wanita yg lemah pada kelembutan..
Namun jangan kau coba meluruskanku, karena aku akan patah..
Tapi jangan pula membiarkanku begitu saja, karena akan selamanya aku salah..
Namun tatap mataku, tersenyumlah..
Tenangkan aku dgn genggaman tanganmu..
Dan nasihati aku dgn bijak dan hikmah..
Niscaya, kau akan menemukanku tersungkur menangis di pangkuanmu..
Maka ketika itu, kau kembali memiliki hatiku..

p/s: And no,we are not yet married..
      do pray for us :) ~

Friday, September 24, 2010


Sometimes i wounder,why am i going down the hill?and not stopping?..
Consciously saying to my self that im in day dream for diz 3whole years. But yet,im surprise that nothing have been done 2 awaken myself...*sigh**
Im doing less in every positive thingz..& y is that so?
Ya Allah,please show me ur way..as im tired of diz darkness..

"Health, happiness and success depend upon the fighting spirit of each person. The big thing is not what happens to us in life - but what we do about what happens to us."  
by George Allen

Clock Tikz~

September 25,2010

A : Kite dah kenal 2 taun dh kn,rase macam jap je..
B : lbh 2 thn da
B : 2thn 29hari..
B : esk genap 2 thn 1bln..

~LVE YOU SAYANG..a.k.a Mr Gosh!~